The
Bear Who Told Stories
Rating:
G
I wanted to do something to honor Carrie Fisher, a fellow writer,
after her death, and then Debbie Reynolds, too. I've seen many
fanfics about Princess Leia dying, and while they've all been
heartfelt and wonderful, I just...can't bring myself to do that yet.
I considered doing her death in the Resistance Kids universe,
even got as far as writing story notes for it, but I want that to be
a lighthearted comedy series. This was just too sad, too...real. I
may eventually do it as a Rey/Luke short ala The Stories We
Leave Behind, but right now, it hurts too much.
But
thinking about Fisher's relationship with her family, her friends,
with Harrison Ford, and her love of writing and telling stories I can
certainly relate to, lead me to create this fable. I've written many
a fairy tale, but I've never tried a fable before...but I love bears
as much as I do writing, Star Wars, and musicals.
So...ladies,
wherever you are, this is for you. I'll be the one searching the sky
for the falcon and the two brightest stars.
Once
upon a time, in the wilds of the western mountains, a brown bear cub
was born. She was no ordinary cub. Her parents had once been circus
bears, but when the circus shut down, they'd fled into the wilderness
together to raise a family. The mama bear danced, and the papa bear
sang. When the cub became old enough, they taught her these things.
She loved doing them, but she felt she'd never be as good as her
parents.
“When
will I find something that's special for me?” she asked her mama
one night, when they were looking out at the stars.
“Someday,
my cub,” her mother assured her. “You're still young. You have
all the time in the world.”
As
the cub grew up, she learned all the things little bears needed to
know to survive...including dealing with siblings, for her parents
had a second cub, a boy, the next year. She learned to how to find
food, how to fight off interlopers, how to avoid hunters and their
guns, and how to tumble and play with her brother.
Nothing
gave her more joy than hearing stories. Every animal she met in the
wildlife park where she grew up had a story to tell. Her parents told
her about their lives in the circus, about the long hours they'd have
to work to train, but also about applause and the lights and the
color and glitter. Owls spoke of flying at night and just managing to
snatch a mouse before it reached its hole. Deer told her about the
forests they'd migrated to and about their narrow escapes from guns
and forest fires. Rabbits revealed how they found sweet clover in the
summer and hid among the snow in the winter.
She
loved hearing stories, but she wondered when she'd have a story of
her own. “You'll need to go out into the wide world and find it,”
her mother finally told her. She was old enough to be on her own now,
no longer needing her mother's protection. Her father had left years
ago; her brother was almost ready to leave.
And
so, the bear left home. She headed towards the mountain, where she
first encountered a very handsome mountain lion with a very fluffy
coat. He was proud of that coat, too proud for her liking. She got
tired of his ego and left, his praise of himself ringing in her ears.
“Surely,”
she said to herself, “I can find better stories than that!”
As
she headed back down the mountain, she realized how clear the stars
looked from here. The sky was filled with nothing but stars. “What
are stars, Mama?” she'd once asked the dancing bear, many years
before. “Why are they in the sky? Why don't they come down to see
us?”
“Stars,”
her mother explained, “are the spirits of animals after we've
passed on. Every star is a little different, just like every animal
is a little different. Some shine brightly, while others would rather
twinkle quietly in a corner of twilight. They comfort those of us who
are still walking on the land.”
“I
want to shine brightly when I pass on,” said the bear. “I want to
shine so brightly, I'll be the first thing people see when they look
up in the sky.” She turned to her mother. “And you'll shine
brightly, too. Everyone should see us!”
“I
hope so, dear.” She nuzzled her daughter. “I hope so.”
The
bear thought of this conversation as she looked at the stars. She
wondered what stories the star spirits had to tell. She wished she
could read every twinkle and winkle. “I wish I knew what my story
was,” she said. “I wish I had a story to tell the stars.”
“I
have a story about stars.” The bear was startled. She turned around
to find herself face-to-face with a buffalo, a young fellow with a
great shaggy beard and round, thoughtful brown eyes. “I have a
story, but I need help telling it. I heard you're good at telling
stories. Would you help me?”
“I'll
try,” said the bear. “I don't know if I'll be any good, but I'll
try.”
The
buffalo lead her down the mountain, to a clearing in a forest in the
valley. She was surprised to see other animals there, all chattering
and hoping. She'd never seen so many kinds of animals! A lean yellow
warbler and a fat little blue bird were just starting to awaken to
the dawn. The largest, shaggiest moose the bear had ever seen grazed
at the edge of the clearing. A lone brown prairie falcon soared
overhead.
Two
deer were the last creatures to arrive, just as the first rays of the
sun began to filter through the tree tops. The smaller deer with the
sandy fur was obviously the younger of the two. His antlers were two
little stumps, and he frisked and laughed and leaped over logs. His
companion was much older. He had wide, proud antlers, a slow,
dignified gait, and a soft fawn-brown nose raised high into the air.
“This
is ridiculous,” the elder deer scoffed. “Stories about stars!
What kind of stories can you tell about stars?”
“I
like stars!They're so pretty in the night sky.” The deer leaped
around his friend. “I'll bet you can tell lots of stories!”
The
buffalo told them his stories. He told them there were many spirits
in the stars, and they all had tales to tell. There were the tales of
his ancestors, the great buffalo who had roamed the plains and
protected the animals, until the humans and their noise sticks wiped
them out. He mentioned a female bear chief who had been the
strongest, bravest warrior ever in the west. She was so brave, she
had rescued her grizzly mate from a whole pack of poachers, even
managing to kill the head of them with one blow. He spoke of the deer
whose father, an aggressive old buck all the other horned animals
feared, died saving him from the nasty mountain lion who roamed the
cliffs.
“Your
ideas are wonderful,” the bear began, “but your words aren't.
They're awkward and don't fit the characters.”
“Yeah,”
added the falcon in his long drawl. “Nobody uses all that high
falutin' talk you have them sayin'.”
The
buffalo nodded. “I know, Falcon. You've told stories for me before.
Will you help me tell them again?” He turned to the others. “Will
you all help me? Help me tell my stories. I want every animal in the
western mountains to hear these tales!”
One
by one, they all agreed, even the skeptical old buck. The deer leaped
up in delight. “Hurrah! I'll be telling stories!” He jumped...and
tripped over a root in his path. His long, slender legs went
sprawling.
The
falcon pulled him back up with his talons. “You all right, kid?”
“I'm
always all right!” He laughed again. “Thank you, Mr. Falcon!”
“Just
Falcon, kid,” he said gruffly. He took off after that, soaring
towards a nest on a cliff on the edge of the forest.
“He's
so beautiful,” the bear said in awe. “I've never seen a bird like
him.”
“Oh,
he's been around.” The deer frolicked alongside her. “He builds
nests for other birds, when he's not telling stories. He's good at
it. He made a nice nest for his mate and fledglings.” The deer
stuck his nose into the nearest tree. “I always wondered how birds
could live in trees and on cliffs. Don't they fall out? Give me some
nice soft moss anytime.”
As
the animals began to help the buffalo with his stories, the bear fell
in love with the idea of telling tales. She knew what words to say
and which ones worked in the story, could find a better word when the
original didn't sound right, and wasn't afraid to tell the others
when the parts of the story didn't fit together. Sometimes the
animals called her bossy or rude, but they mostly praised her
contributions, saying they made the story even better.
The
falcon was almost as good of a storyteller as she was. He too knew
which words worked and which didn't, and would figure out how to make
them sound right for the character. The bear had never known anyone
like him. He wasn't a talker, like the always-chattering deer and
songbirds. It was rare he spoke at all, but when he did, he had a
marvelous, gravely squawk that made the others sit up and notice. He
was so handsome and smart, the bear thought he could have been in the
circus, doing tricks like her parents did.
She
had wanted to get to know him better, but he mostly kept to
himself...until one day about a month after they started making
stories. She was out walking in the woods when she heard a strange
sound, one she'd only heard a few times before. It was
footsteps...but heavy footsteps, one much larger than her own.
Strange voices, ones that didn't growl or squawk, filled her ears.
She
had just enough time to turn around before she saw the barrel of the
long noisy black stick...and it was pointed straight at her! She took
off as fast as she could, just barely missing the killing noise that
cracked across the woods. The poor frightened bear dashed for the
safety of a thicket of trees, only to see two more humans with noise
sticks there. They smirked and wigged their fingers at her, like they
were trying to get her to come near. She knew better than that. She
could smell strange substances on them, sweet, acidic scents. She
only smelled it once before, when she found broken bottles in the
woods with sticky purple drops on them.
Even
though she was terrified, she was angry, too. How dare they think she
was that stupid? She wanted to reach out and smack those humans.
She
never had the chance. The falcon swooped in from the sky and landed
right on those humans' heads! He scratched and bit at them, making
them yell and drop their sticks. “Come on!” he yelled after he'd
bitten the nose of the larger of the two. The bird actually pushed at
her with his wings. “Go, go!” They flew and sprinted out of the
forest and up to the mountain, until they found a cave where they
could hide.
“You
know,” she said, out of breath, “that was brave of you, but I
could have taken them myself. I'm a big bear, after all.”
“Yeah,
Chief,” the falcon hissed, “and there were two noise sticks right
in your face. If it wasn't for me, you'd have pieces of the killing
noise in your backside right now!”
The
bear reached out to cuff him, but the falcon did something she didn't
expect. He pecked her. It was a light peck, more like a nuzzle her
parents would give her. “Wha...” she rubbed her cheek. “What
was that?”
“Why
do you think I helped you?” The falcon's lazy grin spread from one
side of his beak to the other. “You've got guts, bear. You're all
right. We birds peck the ones we like.” He flew alongside her.
“Mind if I fly home with you? Your cave isn't far from my nest on
the cliff.”
Now
she was the one with the grin. “I wouldn't mind at all.”
After
that, they were inseparable, the bear and the falcon. He told her
stories about flying in the sky, close to the sun and the moon and
the stars. He told her how it felt to build, to create a nest a
fellow creature could live in with his own beak. She told him about
her circus parents and learning to dance and sing and about her
encounter with the fluffy mountain lion.
The
bear tried to fly a few times, but...whumph! She always landed in a
heap on the soft ground. “Sorry Chief,” said the falcon, “but
you ain't built for flying.”
Sometimes,
the deer joined them as well. There was much laughter as the trio
frolicked among the trees, laughing, running, flying, jumping,
playing. The deer had lived in many different forests. His family was
always on the move, migrating from place to place. He loved mimicking
other animals and birds. He got very good at mimicking his two
friends, especially the falcon's gruff squawks. The bear tried to
imitate them, but it just made her throat hurt.
They
told many stories, passing them on to other animals. The creatures of
the forest loved the simple folk tales of the good animals who
triumphed over the evil predators and humans who tried to take their
homes. Those animals passed them on, and their families passed them,
and they passed them to their children.
By
the time the bear was fully-grown, the stories were now considered
legends. Little girl cubs talked about being like the brave female
bear chief who saved the grizzly scavenger and won his heart. Boy
calves talked about becoming a great warrior, like the buffaloes who
fought for the rights of all animals against the humans who wanted
their land. Birds chirped about the helpfulness of the fussy warbler
and the sassy bluebird. Moose and deer spoke of the grizzly's loyal
companion. Even insects whispered of the slug who ruled the
underground and the green lizard who could take down any prey, even
the grizzly bear.
The
bear and the deer loved that the stories had become so popular. “I
wish I was a real chief,” the bear said. “Maybe I'd know what I
want to do then.”
“I
think you should keep telling stories.” The falcon soared next to
her, as usual. They'd just finished passing on their latest stories,
about how the bears, deer, and buffalo had destroyed the cave
belonging to the notorious mountain lion. “You're good at it, and
it's obvious that you enjoy it.”
“I
don't know.” The bear sighed. “I like it because it lets me get
out my feelings. But is it really special, like my parents being able
to dance and sing?”
“I
think you're the most special creature in the whole woods.” The
falcon gently scratched her shoulder with his talons. “You have the
eyes of a doe and the balls of an angry buffalo. You could do
anything you set your mind to, if you wanted to enough. Just because
it isn't something they have in the circus doesn't mean it's not
special.”
“I
wish you could stay with me.” The bear turned her doe eyes towards
him. “I'm glad we're friends, but...I wish it could be more.”
“Chief,
I understand how you feel.” He patted her shoulder with his wing.
“But I have to get back to my family. And anyway...well, there's
the obvious.” He ran his feathers over her fur. “We're different
species. I can't be your mate.” He gave her that lazy grin again.
“But I can still be your friend.”
The
bear wished that didn't mean so much...but it did. When at last, the
stories had all been told, the Falcon went back to his nest, and the
moose and the deer and the birds went back to their homes in the
woods. She was alone again.
She'd
learned two things while telling those stories. First, she was in
love with stories, with words. She wanted to tell stories, at least
until she could find something really special to do. Second, she did
not like to be alone. She wanted to have fun, to laugh and romp with
other animals.
The
bear continued to seek out other creatures who enjoyed being in packs
the way she did. On the way, she had many adventures. Once, she had
hope to mate with a fat black bear who showed her how to get into
picnic baskets and other human foods. She'd never tasted such
delectable, rich food in her life! But the black bear soon got into
trouble, and he spurned her. She didn't like that at all! She shook
an oak tree, sending nuts raining down so hard, he thought they were
the killing noise and ran away.
She
passed through a pretty prairie valley, nestled alongside a misty
mountain. She looked up and saw an eagle circling the cliffs. “Why
are you circling that way? You're acting more like a vulture than an
eagle.”
“I'm
afraid of those cliffs,” he squawked. “I'm afraid predators live
there. A hawk who was a good friend of mine swears he saw a family of
mountain lions prowling around. What if they come into the valley?”
She
laughed. “That's silly. There are no mountain lions there. There
haven't been any mountain lions in this area for years. Your
imagination is working overtime.”
She
left to clean her cave and catch some fish for her dinner. When she
came back a few days later, she found a mess of feathers and fur.
Birds were surrounding a whole pride of mountain lions, scratching
and hissing. The mountain lions fought them off, but the birds
dropped acorns and pinecones on their heads.
Her
mouth opened, but for once, she didn't know what to say. “See?”
squawked the Eagle. “I told you were were predators! My friends the
hawks and eagles and me sort of, uh, accidentally drove them out. But
we got rid of them!” All she could do was shake her head.
Shortly
after, she encouraged two bears she knew to fall in love. They were
just friends, but she knew they'd be perfect. It took a while, but
they eventually mated and had a family.
The
bear finally returned to her family's cave. Her brother had gone off
on his own. Her mother the dancing bear was all alone now, her mate
having left years before. She stayed with her mother for a while, and
the two told stories to each other. Her mother even started dancing
again.
“That's
how I tell stories, dear,” she'd tell her daughter when she would
scold her about getting too tired after her dances. “I tell them
with my paws.”
She
was reluctant to leave home, but it was time she found herself a
mate. As it turned out, she wasn't very good at it. One bear charmed
her with his songs, but they fought and cuffed each other too often
and parted. She remained with another long enough to have a bright
little cinnamon-gold cub, and adorable fuzzy thing with big dark eyes
like her mother. Her father left, too, but the bear kept her cub.
It
didn't help that the bear sometimes ate and drank things, especially
human foods, that weren't really good for her. Once, group of humans
with the flashing light boxes found her moaning after eating the
entire contents of what she thought was a barrel-shaped tree. They
called for medical assistance, and she was taken away to a strange,
box-shaped cave. She remembered very little about what happened
afterwards, other than a week later, she was released back into the
wild, with the admonishment to stay away from trash cans and other
foods that weren't for bears.
She
now tried not to eat as much human food. She had a cub to raise, and
a mother to keep an eye on. But most of all, she had more stories to
tell. Even when other animals said she was crazy, that her mind
didn't quite work like everyone else's, she shrugged and said “So
I'm crazy. I still have my stories, and a family who love me.”
Indeed, many animals came out to hear her stories, and passed them
on.
The
bear was getting older now, no longer in the prime of her life. Her
mother moved slower these days, but she still danced. The little
cinnamon-gold cub grew up to be a pretty little bear in her own
right. She shared her mother's love of telling stories. “I like
telling spooky ones,” she explained, “ones about scary spirits
and dark shadows that make all the babies shiver.” They even had an
animal companion, a dog that had been abandoned by humans, who was
their constant companion and helped them with all things.
No
one in the western woods had ever forgotten the stories about the
spirits in the stars. “We want more!” they cried. The buffalo who
had first come to them with the stories was no longer young. He no
longer told stories. He did encourage others to tell them, to pass on
the stories he'd told. He asked the bear to come back. He wanted her
stories now, needed her storytelling skills. Besides, many animals
loved her wild tales of her adventures.
There
was a new gathering of animals in the clearing. Some had gone to the
sky since she'd last been there. The yellow warbler looked sad and
even leaner without the blue bird by his side. The old moose walked
slower, but he was as gentle and loyal as ever. The elderly buck was
long gone, his council missed.
There
were new animals, younger ones. She laughed as a black river otter
waddled over, trying to catch a condor who had flown in from South
America. A slender black wolf with thick, dark fur watched the group
out of glittering eyes. He was followed by a slender, cunning red fox
and an antelope with long, long legs. Her daughter giggled and chased
them, delighted to have animals her own age to play with.
The
group parted as a wise old buck walked across the moss. He was
followed by a little doe, small and delicate, but with large eyes
that had seen much. The buck had the most magnificent set of antlers
the bear had ever seen. They were so wide and tall, they seemed to
touch the sky.
“Hello,
bear,” he said, a familiar playful grin spreading across his
muzzle. “I'm so glad to see you again!”
“Brother
deer!” She couldn't help it. She gave him a bear hug. “It's you!
You're here!”
He
nodded. “I'm here, sister bear.” The doe nudged him. “And I
brought my new pupil. She's learning to show other animals how to
laugh, too.”
The
doe leaped into the air. “I'm so excited! I've always wanted to
hear your stories!” She misjudged her landing and ended up flat on
the grass. The otter and condor helped her to her feet. “This is
much nicer than the dry grasslands I'm from. They have rain here, and
green things.”
“The
stories have been passed very far,” the condor explained. “I
heard them all the way in South America and wanted to tell them
myself.”
“We
hear them in the river too,” the otter added.
“And
in the distant woods,” said the quiet wolf.
The
bear's brown eyes had already turned to the sky. “Deer, is
he...will he come?”
A
squawk revealed her answer. A brown prairie falcon, wings now
slightly ragged and crooked with age, soared down from the sky. He
landed on her back, scratching it gently with his talons. “Hi
there, Chief. Did you miss me?”
“I
did miss you.” She nuzzled him with her nose, then gave him a
small, playful slap. “That's how we bears say 'I like you.'” Her
big warm eyes sparkled merrily. “You still drive me crazy.”
He
rubbed his cheek with his wings and gave her his famous smirk. “I
know.”
It
seemed that there were even more stories of the spirits in the stars
to pass along. For the deer had a doe, a doe who was lost when humans
tried to steal her away. She was found again by a gentle otter, who
would rather help animals than hurt fish, and the old grizzly and his
moose friend. The female bear chief was terribly sad because her cub
had decided to help drive away other animals, rather than share the
territory. The little doe finally found the wise deer who had once
been saved by his father, hoping that he would help her become a
great female deer warrior.
“That's
all?” said the cinnamon bear in disappointment when it was done.
“What happens next?”
“Oh,
we have plenty of time to decide that,” said the bear. “There's
still so many stories to tell!”
But
there was one story she'd never told anyone. She finally started
revealing how close she and the falcon were to each other. It had
been so long ago, she decided, it wouldn't hurt anyone if they knew.
The falcon joked about needing large owls who knew human laws to stop
her...but he didn't try to stop her. No one could stop the bear when
she wanted to do something.
“I
don't think it was a good idea,” she admitted to the falcon a few
weeks after she'd passed on the news. “Some of them got very angry
at me. They said I seduced you! Me, a crazy old bear, seduced a
handsome falcon, not only a falcon with fledglings, but someone who
wasn't even a bear.”
The
falcon gave her a peck. “Don't listen to them, Chief. It doesn't
matter what we did in the past. The future matters now. We both have
more stories to tell.”
“That's
right, sister bear,” the buck added. “Everyone's talking about
the new stories. They want to find out if the doe will avenge the
death of the grizzly, or if she ever learned to be a warrior, or if
she avoided that mean wolf.” He grinned. “They might even want to
hear about us old-timers.”
The
bear cuffed him playfully. “Who's old?”
The
falcon scratched her back. “You still looking for that something
special?”
“I
haven't been, lately.” Her head turned to the stars. “I've been
too busy telling stories, and taking care of Mother and my daughter.
But I'll find it. I'll find my way to shine yet. I still have time. ”
But
she didn't have time.
Just
a year after her chat with the falcon and the buck, while on a
routine trip back to her cave from telling stories, she felt a pain
in her chest. The pain grew and inflamed, until it became
unendurable, and she collapsed. Other bears gathered around her,
trying to help her breathe, but it did no good. She couldn't breathe,
or even move.
“Please,”
she gasped, gazing up at the stars as she found her voice, “please,
let me shine. Let my stories shine.”
Those
words were her last. She died, surrounded by her brother and her
wailing child and the mother bear and the little dog who lived with
them. They were all heart broken, but none more than the mother.
“Stars,”
she shouted, dancing on her hind legs one last time, “please let me
be with my cub. Don't take her away from me!”
She
too, finally became a spirit, dying shortly after her daughter. The
little cinnamon-gold bear and the brother bear sobbed and sobbed.
It
was the buck who came to her after her mother died. “I miss Mama
and Grandmama,” the little bear sobbed. “I want them to be here!
I want them to still tell stories! This isn't fair. Why did they have
to go away? Mr. Buck, why did they leave?”
“They
haven't left us,” the buck said softy. He nodded his long antlers
at the night sky. “There they are! They're still with us.”
The
moment the cinnamon bear gazed upwards, the clouds passed, and she
saw two beautiful stars. They weren't just any stars. They were the
largest, brightest stars she'd ever seen in her life. They lit up the
entire night sky, one right next to the other.
“There's
your mother,” the buck explained, “and your grandmother. I wish
they could still be with us, too. I know this must be especially hard
for you. They were your world. But you can look up at the night sky,
and know they're shining down, dancing and laughing and telling
stories, and they always will be.”
The
cinnamon bear smiled a little through her tears. “And we have their
stories. I'll always pass them on. I'll never forget Mama and
Grandmama's stories.”
“That's
right.” The buck nudged her kindly. “As long as we have stories,
the spirits of our loved ones never really leave us.”
As
the two gazed into the night sky, the cinnamon bear thought she saw
the silhouette of a falcon, it's ragged wings spread wide as it
soared as close to the two stars as it dared. The falcon's mournful
squawk was joined by the deer's soft cry, the cinnamon bear's small
growl, and the keening howl of the little dog.
So
if you look into the night sky tonight, my children, look for the two
brightest stars in the sky. You're more than likely to see a falcon
soaring as close as he can, forever searching for the spirits of the
dancing bear, and his beloved chief bear, who never shown brighter
than when she was allowing her stories to shine for others.
The
End
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